... I become more and more insane! xD

Well it's been almost a year AGAIN since I've updated my journal, and there's probably no point writing another one as I've lost contact with many people who I used to talk to on here. But oh well!

In my last journal I was stressing because trial HSC exams were approaching. Fortunately I did good, and I'm proud to say that I have been accepted to UWS (University of Western Sydney) where I'm now studying B Design (Visual Communication) as a full time student. Ultimately my life goal up to this point was getting into UNI because only one of my grandfathers made it to university to become an engineer, and everyone else in my family didn't succeed in making a proper career for themselves.

Other than that I'll soon be working at the new Hogs Breath steakhouse in Liverpool (when it opens that is) and hopefully I can leave my sh*tty, stressful and underpaying job behind.

Last and not least, my whole life and general being has changed in the past few weeks, with my dad moving overseas to Hungary. My mum and I now have to make significant alterations to our everyday lives and try to move on. It's not easy, but I guess you gotta stick together and go with the flow.

Take it easy everyone.

It's been almost a year again since I've updated my journal. I now realize how lazy I am!

What can I say ... the past few weeks have been very hectic. The 20 day countdown til the trial HSC has begun. I've been busy with assessments and preparing revision notes yet I always find time for deviantart, ebay, and hotmail

Things have been hard since my dad's been overseas, but my mum and I are doing okay. We've been in worse situations in the past. We're tough chicks!

I'm having a little trouble with my multimedia major project. I am to be blamed completely; I've wasted about 4 months not working on it very much, and now I barely have two weeks to finish it. Yikes. Best not to talk about it for now, I have too much to think about.

I've been looking at the UAC guide for two days straight, and for the first time in my life I feel confident about an important decision I have to make. Yet, I still have to choose out of the three uni's im looking at going to

Other than that I recently celebrated two years together with my boyfriend. Now that I think back, it wasn't anything special ... Unfortunately. I sincerely wish it was. But, what can ya do. I don't think he knows how much I miss him.

I've noticed a lot of very talented artists on dev lately who, sadly, barely get recognised among this widespread community. Just a message to everyone out there; don't just look at artwork by people that you already know. Take a moment to view a piece by someone less known, and leave a comment if you like it. Trust me, they will appreciate it. I know I do.

To conclude; I'm trying to look at things in a positive way. I try very hard to start every morning with a smile, but I'm not a morning person ... especially when I have to get up early four times a week to go to extension (english+history).

'Don't worry, be happy' ... Right?

Quote from my latest submission, Artificial Beauty;

'It's funny how people interpret the definiton of 'beauty'. The people we see each day rely on 'unnatural' things to make them feel and appear beautiful to be accepted into the stereotypical society we live in.

Sometimes we have to look beyond what we consider 'pretty' and take into consideration that everybody is beautiful in their own way.'

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I'll always support that theory. No matter what we look at, it's usually thought to be the best idea to automatically identify the most popular or best looking person within a crowd of everyday people, who are simply trying to get through life as smoothly as possible. It's so sad that some who don't live up to the expectations created through through the media and our very own minds are treated differently and discriminated.

However, the same can be applied to art. Lately I've been browsing through DeviantArt, realizing that some of the best 'unknown' artists submit work they have put their heart and soul into making, all for the price of not even receiving one comment of deserved feedback. It makes me so fustrated that only the artists with tens of thousands of pageviews receive reasonable feedback from members, while other people struggle to get their work noticed. However I have to admit that some things submitted to this website are meaningless. It shocked me that there are already more than 24million deviations here.

It doesn't matter how much pageviews one has or how professional ones art is, everybody should feel good about creating a piece of art.

So please, if you like something, comment on it. Think of those who don't get recognized as much as others. Be enthusiastic, sympathetic, emotional ... and imagine yourself in the place of those who don't get what they deserve.

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And don't forget to drink lots of milk. Its yummy

Deviant ~z-i-t-e-x has 1,462 new messages ..

Whoa!
Haven't been here in a while hehe! Better start cleaning up my inbox.
It's gonna take me a while to look through all those deviations ..
Oh well, I have a lot of free time on my hands now that the school certificate is over!
I'm planning to get back into photography and some rendering when the holidays start .. !
That's if I don't have to work, yeah.

Anyway, life is good, don't waste a minuite of it .. Dont worry, be happy!

I haven't been this bored for a long time .. I mean continually!

My flu has returned (never really left). It's now Saturday and I have absolutely nothing to do, can't do anything really, don't wanna get sicker. I am home alone with my pets .. I feel like some sorta crazy lady, lol.

I'm usually okay staying home but I'm really bored today!

Anyway thanks to all the people that commented and favourited my latest works, I really appreciate the support!



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